Feelings...Sometimes you just have to get them out!

Some people will never understand what it is like to be away from the people who have always had your back. They will never comprehend what it is like to be away from the people who love you unconditionally. To be away from the people who are there for you no matter the issue or the circumstance. The one’s that love you for the person you are…not the things you have done or the way you fell into their life! When you live in a new and strange land, with uncertainty around every corner…you look for people who become pillars in your life. People you can trust in, confide in, go to in urgency and most importantly rely on for anything. When you don’t have that…no matter which direction you look…it makes you think…why am I even here? Life is too short to not have special people that are constant reminders of why it is such a privilege to know and understand the words friendship and family. A family does not necessarily have to be someone who is in your life because of blood. And a friend is not someone who can never be your family. They are intermingled and intertwined. It is a horrible thing to feel alone. You can have people all around you…people who are just THERE because they have to be; but if they are never there FOR you or BECAUSE of you…they may as well just go away. A person doesn’t need more than one doorstop in their life. If you are just going to be there for me at your own convenience, on your own schedule and just quite frankly when it “Works For You!” You can just leave. I think Walmart sells doorstops for $2.99. I’ll get mine there!